Huai Tian's blog

Now, I've decided to stay in JC i.e retain or transfer, because of Zhen Yu gor gor's advice. I realised that whenever I listen to some advice, it's very likely that I'll lean towards that side. People's comments and opinions really affect my decisions a lot. I emailed YJC 4 days ago, AJC and NYJC 3 days ago, but they haven't replied yet. So today I called their general office and YJ and AJ told me to wait for their reply, while NY told me that they have never accepted transfer students. I asked," So do I wait for your reply?", but the guy told me the same thing again. I guess that just means NO. Mrs Lim has told me that AJ might be difficult to get in, and asked me to try SR. I'm just trying for AJ. Right now I'm down to 2 JCs and I really hope YJ will accept me. A few ppl have told me that confirm can, but I'm worried that even though my O Lvl COP is quite low, my promo results will cause them to reject me. Lesson learned: never thi...

On 7-1-2012, mummy and I went to meet the VP. We found out that I passed the Bio paper and failed the Chem paper. So the paths I could take were only poly or retain. Idk about transferring to other JCs/MI though. Mrs Lim told me there was a Bio course in SP and NP(she couldn't rmb what was the name of the course) that can actually lead to NUS Med. I totally couldn't believe it, but went home and found out that there were only 3 ppl in NP who made it to NUS Med. So I thought that I'd choose Accountancy in NP to play safe and I like math. But mummy asked her friend who works as an audit manager, but he and his wife recommended me to take commerce in JC instead, because there's little chance of getting into NTU Accountancy from poly and he observed that his company mainly accepts NTU Acc grads. I've never heard of commerce offered as a subject, so I went to Google it, then I found out that JC stopped offering commerce subjects since 2000!! Now, only polys and MI of...

2011 has been a really fast year, it zoomed right past me without me realising what I had done to my life. Why I failed: Never needed to study with a lot of effort to get good results. In pri school, just had to redo my worksheets and read through my TBs. Also, I didn't have internet at that time. Maybe that's why I was always in the top three in the level. In sec sch, I only studied a day before tests or exams. It was the same for O Level. My results were no longer fantastic like in pri school, but I could still pass easily for math and sciences. I kept failing my humanities though. Now in JC, I probably couldn't get used to the fact that I had to put in much effort to do my hw and study. I only studied one day before JCTs, three days before my promos and more than a week for my supp papers. Preparing for the concert was one reason--> left with half a month. I kept telling myself to go study, but I get hooked into watching dramas or shows on my com. Also, some people...

12-8-2011 I went for the Singapore Experiential Tour, 1 of the 3 things I have to complete in order to become a Singapore citizen. I took Bus 16 from TJC to SMU, saw daddy waiting there. We walked to National Museum of Singapore. We were given lanyards to put on so we could be identified easily. We went through this Singapore Historical Gallery. It was boring. I was also a little annoyed by the tour guide Irene's lisp and because I knew most of the things alrdy. We took a coach to Urban Redevlopment Authority. Daddy was given 2 free admission tickets to the museum. Students have free admission so I was given any. We were guided by an older facilitator Marcia Ho. The tour there was also not very interesting. We had our tea break. I think that Singapore treats new citizens well, but is this where the tax goes? We took the coach to Parliament House. It was damn cool. The facil was damn funny too. Quotes from her include "If you walk from here to there, you can see that LK...

JCTs finally ended. I know I suck I didn't study enough. I never felt this helpless before, because iin sec sch, I could pass w/o studying. Omg, I'm watching My Queen now. Eps 16 and 17 are really awesome. It's about Xiang Yun's death and Lucas saving Mei Huan. He had to cut Mei Huan's throat with a Swiss knife and do "Breathing" through the tube from a pen. I'm not sure if this really happens in real life though. O.o Walau make me cry =.= Anw I'm quite annoyed right now bcos I've clicked on "Publish post" many times but it doesn't work. Ok it was probably Internet Explorer. Firefox rocks.

I just watched a video about a guy on "Korea's Got Talent". He is an orphan. He relied on himself since 5 by selling things on the street. I can't even imagine that. I doubt I can survive like that. The first time he went to school was in high school. Before that, he just took the exams without going to school. He is awesome. Mummy told me that when I was young, I said that I wanted to earn money and buy houses for homeless people. I totally forgot, but now I am going to work towards that dream. This motivation may not last, so I will try to motivate myself every day. Naruto also said before something like we are stronger when we are fighting for somebody else. I have a new dream. I want to let every child have education, at least until Sec 4.

I really need self-discipline. I know I need to get As, but I didn't study. Idk why I'm so addicted to dramas, Twitter, FB and Youtube videos. I couldn't get off them. Now, there's only 5 days to JCT. I'm really screwed, but I will try to make good use of my time left. 19-6-2011 Mummy asked me what I wanted to get for daddy. Usu I don't give them stuff. (I know I suck, but mu money was given by mummy, which means I'm using their money to buy stuff for them. It doesn't make sense! And I'm too shy to do nice things for them anw.) I said idk at first but then I thought why not a computer for both of them? The about-to-break-down PC is full of viruses and anti-virus windows keep popping up which annoys the hell out of me bcos I have to keep on closing them. So I looked thru the newspaper and decided on the Samsung laptop that's really affordable ($899) since mummy said it doesn't have to be as good as my HP laptop. But when we really got...