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I really need self-discipline. I know I need to get As, but I didn't study. Idk why I'm so addicted to dramas, Twitter, FB and Youtube videos. I couldn't get off them. Now, there's only 5 days to JCT. I'm really screwed, but I will try to make good use of my time left.


Mummy asked me what I wanted to get for daddy. Usu I don't give them stuff. (I know I suck, but mu money was given by mummy, which means I'm using their money to buy stuff for them. It doesn't make sense! And I'm too shy to do nice things for them anw.)

I said idk at first but then I thought why not a computer for both of them? The about-to-break-down PC is full of viruses and anti-virus windows keep popping up which annoys the hell out of me bcos I have to keep on closing them.

So I looked thru the newspaper and decided on the Samsung laptop that's really affordable ($899) since mummy said it doesn't have to be as good as my HP laptop. But when we really got down to Harvey Norman, mummy set her eyes on a Sony VAIO which is more expensive than the HP.

In the end, they bought me this pink Sony VAIO laptop and I paid mummy for the HP. So it's like I give them the HP laptop and they get me this VAIO. And idk why so many of my things are pink now. It's really coincidental bcos this model doesn't have blue :(

This laptop is pretty good I guess, but there're much more games on the HP and I haven't played most of them yet. I also feel that the HP is easier to use. On the first day I used my VAIO, it gave me 2 or 3 mini-electric shocks, like static. Ow.


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