Huai Tian's blog

I really don't like my mum sometimes. She always blames me for everything. Wthell. I talked too loudly to her just now she said she won't talk me to me anymore. I said it's because she blackface me she said it's because I shower too late. So what if I shower at 9pm?! Not like I don't shower. She blames me when she can't sleep well. She either says it's because she's worrying about me or because I'm not sleeping yet. Come on. Stop pushing everything on me. I'll never be good enough for you, it seems. It's not entirely my fault that I'm always so rude and talk so loudly right? You're always pissed at me. You always nag at me. What's more, dad's always so annoying and you two passed down your hot temper to me, plus I learned it from you both. Why when I complain about dad you compare him to the worst dads who beat their family and gamble their fortune away and say at least he's not like that, but when you compare...

Mm. I shall write down all the weird dreams that I remember I had. This list is in chronological order based on my memory. 1. I dreamed that my parents took me to a reservoir (we went to reservoirs frequently when I was younger). There was this wooden pathway that led to the water, something like a jetty? I felt scared and I told my parents not to go too close to the water. They said it was fine and continued to walk to the end. A crocodile crept/sprung up and ate them both. I was crying my lungs out. -END- Actually, when I woke up I was crying too. Hah. 2. Before we moved to this current flat, my family lived in the 2nd floor of a shophouse in Chong Pang (the 1st floor was the goldsmith shop). There were 3 flats on the right, but nobody lived there; they were probably used to store goods. All our metal doors were the same shade of light green. I dreamed that I saw several people crowding around the door beside my house, and a person whose face was the same shade of green as the m...

I woke up this morning from the weirdest dream I've had so far. (I've dreamt of people getting murdered/eaten by crocodiles in my dreams before.) This time I got killed. In Inception, the dream ends when people die in their dream, but I became a ghost instead. Haha It took place in a school and there's this teacher with her student followers. She wants to kill all the other students. Then I hid in this room with my mum. The teacher found me and she pasted 4 pieces of paper on my face which is supposed to determine how my face will look like after death. I kindof wasn't rejecting dying because I knew it was inevitable. I forgot how I died, I think I pushed down from the window or was it a knife? It was quick and not very painful. I flew/jumped back into the room. They couldn't see me. The teacher could hear my footsteps and her students tried to catch me. They caught hold of me for a moment but I broke free. I forgot what happened after this. Then I saw my mum at...