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Yesterday was Po Po's birthday! So we all gathered at her house.

Met my aunt downstairs, the first thing she asked was how's my studies. I shook my head. She told me to just do my best and take it easy. A bit later Ren Guang uncle joined us, and he also said the same thing. Do my best and if I fail, well there's nothing to regret about. At most you can say is you're not smart enough. But that doesn't apply to me. I'm not stupid. I just don't try hard enough. I'm not doing my best. I can't cry when I fail a test if I did not put in my best because I deserve it.

I've just got to start the momentum of doing homework and studying every day and keep that momentum. I need to overcome my laziness and procrastination!! I've already repeated JC1, and I still haven't learnt my lesson. A Level is coming soon! Come on Huai Tian, I know you can do this. It's in you. But it hasn't come out yet, and you've got to make it come out. Your potential. I've never studied my hardest in my life. Don't you want to know how it feels? To not study last minute and not just scrape through? Or to not study last minute and get a B and regret not getting an A? You can get better than an A. And you need to get better than an A in YJC to compete with the whole Singapore cohort out there. You've got to. You know you want to have something to do with treating patients. You can do this.

I'm going to do this.

Happy birthday Po Po! :)

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