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I missed one week of lessons during Dec holidays last year, and one week of lessons during Orientation this year. This made me lag behind in my schoolwork. Or maybe it's just me, I did not try hard enough to catch up. I didn't make good use of my holidays to catch up and study in advance when I knew that I would miss lessons.

I'm such a procrastinator. I don't have the self-control and self-discipline to make myself sit down and study. I would start to play with my phone or anything on the desk. :( I really need a supervisor.

Yesterday, I went to study with Snorlax. He was the one who replaced the battery in the clock in our classroom. :') Then he told me actually he studies more efficiently alone. He's just helping me to study, making me study. Sigh. Thanks a lot, really. But I'm feeling guilty that I'm dragging him down, because he really doesn't have to do this. ;( I have much to learn from him.

His choir juniors, Jia Wen and Joey were also at Wendy's. They messaged PF and tried to be creepy and scare him hahaa. Joey knew what we were wearing so that meant they could see us but PF couldn't see them. I didn't know their faces so I guessed they were in a particular angle and I stared right at the two girls sitting together. Hahahah. I guessed it right. Apparently, Joey freaked out when I stared at them 'creepily'. Ended up doing nothing yesterday -.-

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