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If I can't be a doctor, I want to be an actress leh. :/ Sigh I mean, it looks damn fun. Every project is different. The lines are different. The characters are different. It's not some old boring office job. I get tired of things really easily. Which is why I suck at everything. Because I have to go through the boring practice again and again before I'm good at something. Say playing piano. I just watched Ray Chen's video clips on his Facebook. Googled him. He's only 26 and his performances are jaw dropping. And it's not easy to impress me. I kept saying "oh my god oh my god" when I was watching the videos. He  was awarded his Licentiate Diploma of Music with distinction by the AMEB at age 11. And his comedic videos are honestly not bad. Quite funny and relatable to musicians. I'm 20, soon 21, and not even done with my diploma!!!!! D: He started learning violin at 4 and I started learning piano at 9, but still... Sigh. He was  invited to play s...

Finished the last episode of Healer on Friday. Healer was plenty awesome overall, but Moon Ho once said that the Farmers can just get someone else to replace the Elder, so I think that part was unexplained... The story could have gone on some more. Maybe there could be a sequel? *v* haha I love Ji Chang Wook so much that I started on Empress Ki. It's 50 episodes long omg. I'm now at Ep 5 and it's pretty good. I can recognise Ji Chang Wook's moans of pain though lol. Sounded the same in Healer. "Ah-ah-ah" I have doubts. How did the Regent of Yuan confine Wang Yoo so easily in the Goryeo palace? He has a lot of power for sure, but it still doesn't make sense. If he already has so much power, he doesn't need so much effort to kill Toghon/Ta Hwan in Goryeo to create an excuse to attack Goryeo. I mean he already took over the palace effortlessly.

Ep 15. The thing that made decide to watch Healer instead of other dramas was the YouTube videos of Jung Hoo and Shin Young cuddling. (Yeah, I watch the kiss scenes and skinship collection first.) From now on, I shall #bolster when I feel lonely from watching such scenes because I will cuddle with my bolster instead :/ waiting for my one true love while enjoying my singlehood hahaha. It's not that dramas have raised my expectations to unrealistic levels. Nobody has ever liked me and I have never liked someone. I don't even know how I'm supposed to know if I like someone. Will there really be telltale signs like in dramas? Faster heartbeat? But my heartbeat is quite fast to begin with. We shall see. Btw they should not have gone to bed so fast! What are these dramas teaching people?! The Dramabeans recapper was happy for an offscreen bed scene. For me, that's the max. Don't wanna see the people I have a crush on act in bed scenes haha. I'm possessive.

Ep 14, 5.25am. "Daebak", said Jung Hoo, half-unconscious. "What kind of dream is this?" after seeing Young Shin. Sighhhh

You know, I've been thinking. Jung Hoo doesn't have any friends to help him, and he's always alone. So... that means... the arrows pasted on the rooftop floor to lead Shin Young to the hard drive and in Ep 11 all the candles on the floor in the cinema must have been done by him right? HAHAHA it's funny to just imagine him, the Healer, doing this kind of thing. To be honest, I thought all those things in the cinema were prepared for another couple because I was really hoping that Jung Hoo wouldn't risk getting his face seen :( You shouldn't have done it, Jung Hoo...

This is the way to watch drama, man. I'm watching Healer on Gooddrama which splits each episode into 4 parts. After every part, I read the recap on Dramabeans. It helps because the recapper is usually more observant and experienced to pick up the small fine details that I didn't. Or the recapper would interpret it in another way that I wouldn't. It also helps that the recapper knows Korean, because in Ep 10, Jung Hoo as Healer breaks into Moon Ho's penthouse apartment and discovers a booklet titled "Healer". Apparently, the Hangeul was about some reporting truth in media motto, therefore Healer was actually an underground vigilante publication. Btw, still falling in love with Seo Jung Hoo, Healer, Park Bong Soo and Ji Chang Wook.

At ep 9 and I'm greatly charmed by Seo Jung Hoo after the transformation. Maybe because his hair is gelled up and his forehead is showing? I don't know. Arggggggh Ji Chang Wook!!!!!!!!! He's damn 帅 here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He was cute to begin with, with the bangs covering his forehead. I may have a thing for neatly gelled up hair and uncovered foreheads haha. If I usually don't find many people handsome and I actually blog about it, he is actually damn handsome, charming and good looking. Gahhhh. Can't express how much I'm charmed. Edit: I just googled handsome, and out comes a bunch of ang mohs who are honestly not good looking to me. Not even close. They might be closer if they shaved. Hairy guys and guys with long hair really turn me off. Oh and I googled Ji Chang Wook and there was an image of him with abs, but in Healer, he's totally skinny. To me, the perfect body would probably be somewhere in between, skinny but with some muscles and not buff. ...