Huai Tian's blog

JCTs finally ended. I know I suck I didn't study enough. I never felt this helpless before, because iin sec sch, I could pass w/o studying. Omg, I'm watching My Queen now. Eps 16 and 17 are really awesome. It's about Xiang Yun's death and Lucas saving Mei Huan. He had to cut Mei Huan's throat with a Swiss knife and do "Breathing" through the tube from a pen. I'm not sure if this really happens in real life though. O.o Walau make me cry =.= Anw I'm quite annoyed right now bcos I've clicked on "Publish post" many times but it doesn't work. Ok it was probably Internet Explorer. Firefox rocks.

I just watched a video about a guy on "Korea's Got Talent". He is an orphan. He relied on himself since 5 by selling things on the street. I can't even imagine that. I doubt I can survive like that. The first time he went to school was in high school. Before that, he just took the exams without going to school. He is awesome. Mummy told me that when I was young, I said that I wanted to earn money and buy houses for homeless people. I totally forgot, but now I am going to work towards that dream. This motivation may not last, so I will try to motivate myself every day. Naruto also said before something like we are stronger when we are fighting for somebody else. I have a new dream. I want to let every child have education, at least until Sec 4.

I really need self-discipline. I know I need to get As, but I didn't study. Idk why I'm so addicted to dramas, Twitter, FB and Youtube videos. I couldn't get off them. Now, there's only 5 days to JCT. I'm really screwed, but I will try to make good use of my time left. 19-6-2011 Mummy asked me what I wanted to get for daddy. Usu I don't give them stuff. (I know I suck, but mu money was given by mummy, which means I'm using their money to buy stuff for them. It doesn't make sense! And I'm too shy to do nice things for them anw.) I said idk at first but then I thought why not a computer for both of them? The about-to-break-down PC is full of viruses and anti-virus windows keep popping up which annoys the hell out of me bcos I have to keep on closing them. So I looked thru the newspaper and decided on the Samsung laptop that's really affordable ($899) since mummy said it doesn't have to be as good as my HP laptop. But when we really got...

Mummy bought me a red HP laptop. Thanks! :)