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Hi today I think I'm gonna make some dedications to some people who sorta inspired me in random order. Not like they'll see this anw -.-

Shan!
You are weird. Yes, you are. Thanks for letting me read your 阅读集成! :) Although I only read that only one on "灯" by 尤今, the 感想 you wrote inspired me. I rmb you wrote sth like "I do my best to fulfill my role of a student. ... We cannot earn income now, so the only thing we can do is to study hard." I cannot deny that you are more mature than me. Thanks for inspiring me :)

Jolene
One person who works really hard for a nice-looking result slip. You never talk during lessons. That's an impressing feat. I just can't stop talking, esp with Ruei Ern beside me. Stop me please.

I forgot who else. I shall stop here.
And another thing, if you didn't study hard for a test, you didn't score well, and still dare to grumble and complain, stop it. You have no right to do that. I have the urge to punch you. Really. And if you studied hard, but still didn't achieve the results you deserved, cry all you want. It's okay.

Oh! Talking about that, I'm watching BIGBANG documentary. It shows us BIGBANG before debut and their hard work that made them successful now. There is this guy named Jang Hyun Seung. Everybody agrees that he works really hard, but the results isn't coming out. Poor guy ): Thanks for inspiring me too.

The most pathetic people are those who do not put in effort, yet complain. The most pitiful people are those who put in effort, yet cannot get their desired results.

How I wish I can go back to Pri 6, then I can study harder and go to NYGS/study triple science/go to HCJC. I certainly cannot turn back the time, so I can't waste my time anymore. I only have 84 more years to live!

I shall aim for L1R5 4 points, but try for 2 points anyway. If I don't get into HCJC, I'm gonna choose AJC, I think.

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