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I shall blog about ytd.

I went to Mr Gan's and YES. I WAS TO SIT ALONE. wanted to sit with Janice (fandom makes ppl bond, esp fans of BB). but she wasn't in the room. not sure if the stuff behind me belonged to her, so i sat alone. then a new guy sat next to me. but Mr Gan says he'll block the ppl behind so he made him sit with Janice since he's in her class.
Attempt to sit with Janice: FAILED

suddenly BOOM so many ytss girls came in. i had to squeeze with jiahui and peiying haha. so in the end i was sitting at the table beside Janice. okay, idk what to say -.- everything depends on the ytss girl population.

after tuition, it was BOF TIME! yeah. Jun Pyo kissed Jan Di for the first time at the swings. I asked my mum, "How do they know where to kiss after they shut their eyes?" she said they were alrdy so close to each other. BUT STILL! Luckily Jan Di didn't move, if not Jun Pyo would have kissed somewhere else. I was afraid that he'd miss his target too.

This morning's situation was the same as ytd's. Ytd night I drank lots of water and slept at 12.55am. So now it's down the possibility of drinking water or the just-woke-up-eyes.


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